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I don't really know what for I wake up every morning, it feels like I could just as well stay in bed.
I just want all this mess to be over somehow
I just want all this mess to be over somehow
update on everything
Hello everyone,
I haven't been here for a while, and actually I am kinda showing up just to tell you I am not dead in real life or something.
I am sorry for having vanished from your life like this, some of us used to be friends, as far as I remember, and I don't even know if these people even do use dA anymore (you can write me again if you like, I guess I'll be checking my account here for a while).
One of the reasons is that there has been a horrible lot of different things happening in my life, I guess I've been through so much during these last two years that I am vaguely surprised I am still alive and sane. My university and especial
H-hello? Does anyone hear me?
Uhm, hey, guys.
I am sorry for being silent.
I check my dA still, although not so often, and I miss you all.
I am still not through that ugly period of my life, but at least I feel that, slowly, I am getting somewhere.
Still not sure about anything, still very depressed sometimes, almost not drawing at all and writing some little things instead of great stories that would change the world,
but I promise, I'll be back to normal eventually, I just don't yet know when exactly.
Actually, it's just ridiculous how helpless I am and how much time it takes me to cope with things, but I guess I can't do much about that, although I myself am sick
Of life and lighthouses
So you might have noticed I've been kind of absent.
Actually, many times already I was going to type some sort of journal to say "I am fine now", but I didn't, because it isn't completely true.
To begin with, my life is OK now.
Nothing bad is happening to me, life just keeps going, so if you were worried for me, you don't need to (though I am grateful for this).
The main thing is that I am trying to come to terms with this new astonishing discovery that I might not become a writer. Or of course I may still be one, but there are no guarantees, and this is what surprises me most, since for the last two years or so deep inside I didn't have
So if you wanted to know what's wrong with me.
First of all, I want to say that luckily my problems are nothing of a real trouble. It's not about my/my family's health or something that serious, but still, it's something that makes me really sad, and I kind of want to talk about it.
This journal will be so full of feelings that it won't probably make much sence, though.
So, you may know that over the past two years or so I've been working on a huge fantasy story called "Strata".
And these two years were really crazy and great, full of struggle, hope, disappointment, hard work and everything. You know, when I used to finish my studies late at night and sit down to write another chapter
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I was wondering about you and your lovely face!
I'm glad to see you on again, I miss you!
Please don't give up on things, though. You are special and beautiful and I want you to remember that, always!
I'm glad to see you on again, I miss you! Please don't give up on things, though. You are special and beautiful and I want you to remember that, always!