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Uhm, hey, guys.
I am sorry for being silent.
I check my dA still, although not so often, and I miss you all.
I am still not through that ugly period of my life, but at least I feel that, slowly, I am getting somewhere.
Still not sure about anything, still very depressed sometimes, almost not drawing at all and writing some little things instead of great stories that would change the world,
but I promise, I'll be back to normal eventually, I just don't yet know when exactly.
Actually, it's just ridiculous how helpless I am and how much time it takes me to cope with things, but I guess I can't do much about that, although I myself am sick and tired of, uhm, being me sometimes.
At this very stage, I am feeling kind of lonely for some reason, so if someone is willing to chat about anything, about art/life/studying/walruses/Pratchett/whatever, please feel free to.
And also, I dyed my hair orange, pink and violet, and it feels really great to look in the mirror now. Really? This strange girl... started liking herself?
Let me hug you all.
I am sorry for being silent.
I check my dA still, although not so often, and I miss you all.
I am still not through that ugly period of my life, but at least I feel that, slowly, I am getting somewhere.
Still not sure about anything, still very depressed sometimes, almost not drawing at all and writing some little things instead of great stories that would change the world,
but I promise, I'll be back to normal eventually, I just don't yet know when exactly.
Actually, it's just ridiculous how helpless I am and how much time it takes me to cope with things, but I guess I can't do much about that, although I myself am sick and tired of, uhm, being me sometimes.
At this very stage, I am feeling kind of lonely for some reason, so if someone is willing to chat about anything, about art/life/studying/walruses/Pratchett/whatever, please feel free to.
And also, I dyed my hair orange, pink and violet, and it feels really great to look in the mirror now. Really? This strange girl... started liking herself?
Let me hug you all.
update on everything
Hello everyone,
I haven't been here for a while, and actually I am kinda showing up just to tell you I am not dead in real life or something.
I am sorry for having vanished from your life like this, some of us used to be friends, as far as I remember, and I don't even know if these people even do use dA anymore (you can write me again if you like, I guess I'll be checking my account here for a while).
One of the reasons is that there has been a horrible lot of different things happening in my life, I guess I've been through so much during these last two years that I am vaguely surprised I am still alive and sane. My university and especial
Of life and lighthouses
So you might have noticed I've been kind of absent.
Actually, many times already I was going to type some sort of journal to say "I am fine now", but I didn't, because it isn't completely true.
To begin with, my life is OK now.
Nothing bad is happening to me, life just keeps going, so if you were worried for me, you don't need to (though I am grateful for this).
The main thing is that I am trying to come to terms with this new astonishing discovery that I might not become a writer. Or of course I may still be one, but there are no guarantees, and this is what surprises me most, since for the last two years or so deep inside I didn't have
So if you wanted to know what's wrong with me.
First of all, I want to say that luckily my problems are nothing of a real trouble. It's not about my/my family's health or something that serious, but still, it's something that makes me really sad, and I kind of want to talk about it.
This journal will be so full of feelings that it won't probably make much sence, though.
So, you may know that over the past two years or so I've been working on a huge fantasy story called "Strata".
And these two years were really crazy and great, full of struggle, hope, disappointment, hard work and everything. You know, when I used to finish my studies late at night and sit down to write another chapter
Every day
is like a battle when you try to survive till the evening
only to wake up tomorrow and do it all over again
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I want to see a picture of your hair, deary! ;3 That sounds like such a lovely combination~
And to offer just a little word of encouragement and understanding from my end. Take your time getting through the ugly stages. There is no race to get past it and there is no time limit. And in the end, it should make you stronger than you are now even if it hurts in the process. You CAN make it through this, dear. I have faith in you.
And until you get back for good, I wish you the absolute best. I miss you and your army of walruses!! X3
Stay strong dear.
and try a new flavor of ice cream to get yourself some new things~
And to offer just a little word of encouragement and understanding from my end. Take your time getting through the ugly stages. There is no race to get past it and there is no time limit. And in the end, it should make you stronger than you are now even if it hurts in the process. You CAN make it through this, dear. I have faith in you.
And until you get back for good, I wish you the absolute best. I miss you and your army of walruses!! X3
Stay strong dear.
and try a new flavor of ice cream to get yourself some new things~